The stories we have about our health and well-being are like prayers. When we tell our body "I can't do it", "I am sick", "I miss that person", "I would prefer that kind of life", "I am afraid", all of those statements carry an energy, a vibration, they are a prayer.

Be Grateful, Be Thankful, Be Joy, Be Love, Be Blessed, Be the Blessing 

One of the prayers that keep coming into my path is the necessity of Unity. To build "bridges" with "others" as I feel it into my heart.

I like to reflect on the meeting of my soul, my ego, my identity, with God, the creator of the whole universe, the Great Spirit.

Start now, where you are
Start now, with who you are

I write mainly for the great pleasure of writting. For years I felt shy, ashamed and that what was coming out of me had no worth. It took a great deal of healing, shadow work, self love and courage to open my blog. 

The veil is thin. Samhain is here. I can feel the shadows so close.
I can see them coming before and beyond the Light.

Some days the world suffering and pain can be very overwhelming. If you watch the news you might be drawn down and brainwashed into a culture of fear, scarcity and violence. Yet there is another path.

Happiness, Success, and Liberation happen as a by-product of being fully in your Heart and your body.

At one time everything was dark. There was nothing. But there was a spirit in that nothingness, and it would have remained that way, but the spirit fell asleep. As he slept, he dreamed. He dreamt of a world: mountains, sky, the ocean, all of the fish in the ocean, all the birds in the sky, all the trees, the deserts, all of the animals on the earth.

Men and women are often stretched between two needs and cravings. The need for the Pirogue, which is the life journey, the travel far from the Ego Self, and ultimately the need for the destruction of the limited self as it is known. On the other side is the need of the Tree, of being rooted, of knowing our identity, our center, who we are.

Every time you are feeling you are not loved enough it is because there is a lack of self-love within you.

The addiction to pain run so deep in your body that you will pursue situations and behaviors that you know have created pain in the past…

If you come to me as a victim I will not support you.
But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering.

Our human thinking brain usually refuses to do this trauma reset, aka "discharge." We're too fearful of the fierce shaking and the scary flood of our own natural aggression we might have to feel--without acting it out.

If I experience self-rejection, I will be afraid of rejection.
If I experience conditional self-love, I will be afraid of unconditional Love.

When the divine masculine, meet the divine feminine, in a conscious connection, in conscious touch, some of the greatest healing can happen. It is a re-union with the source, a re-union with our Home.

As I continue to peel the layers of the Ego every day, opening my heart, opening my throat, I can feel a deeper empowering truth being revealed. A truth I always carried. A truth we all carry.

How do we learn to stand still in such a stormy world?

It is through the pain, that the greatest lessons are learned. You can find this truth in all ancient scriptures from the Hebrew Bible to the Bhagavad Gita. From the Heroes journey of Ulysses to the one of Siddhārtha Gautama. From the life of St Francis of Assisi to the one of Nelson Mandela.

Have you ever wondered why sometimes life does not happen as you wished? Why does it feel like everything is a struggle and need to be fought for?

As we receive our calling from God, often we resist it. We hear it but we do not listen. We are afraid of what is asked of us. We do not believe... We can may be feel whats coming if we say YES: The profound annihilation of what we are, we have, we know.

I have been living and experiencing life so far from my comfort zone for so many years that I just realized it has been a long time since I met her.

I believe in science. But I don't believe more science will solve the deep existential crisis humanity is going through. No amount of VR, AI, IT, ... is needed. 

I am ending my time in Bali. 2 months of magical, painful, joyful release and growth, deepening faith, and expanding Love to unknown territories of my heart. I got this new drum to mark with a sacred symbol this very powerful time here. An octagonal cow drum.

I have been on the edge of the precipice so many times in my life. Having reached a growth pic but knowing another great adventure was ahead. Yet it always came with deep fears of letting go of the known, the familiar, what I often called "the safe".

In a world where we can witness the brokenness with our hearts the trauma humanity carries, it often feels very overwhelming to “feel it all”. It is hard to not fall into either despair or savior behavior, or for some it is even easier to feel nothing as their own pain is unbearable.

I cannot remember when was the time that I felt it was not ok anymore to be naked. The time when as a baby or young child it was ok to walk on the beaches of Corsica, feeling free and whole to just be. The time when I was a pure reflection of Nature. Wild. Naked. Whole. Free.

Every time someone healed, or I should say let the healing happen through them, something major had to be let seen, understood and let go. Are you ready for this?